thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..

Controversial

Controversial




You Are a Visionary Soul



You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.

Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.

You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.

Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.



You have great vision and can be very insightful.

In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.

Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.

You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.



Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?


OR




You Are a Retrospective Soul



The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.

Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.

You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.

You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.



Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.

But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.

For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.

You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.



Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?


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Your Hidden Talent



You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system.

And while this may not seem big, it can be.

It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes.

You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices.

What's Your Hidden Talent?


OR




Your Hidden Talent



Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.

You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.

Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.

People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?


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Your Personality Profile



You are pure, moral, and adaptable.

You tend to blend into your surroundings.

Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.



You believe that you live a virtuous life...

And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.

As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

The World's Shortest Personality Test


OR




Your Personality Profile



You are sexy, powerful, and bold.

You're full of passion and energy...

Sometimes this passion has a dark side.



You feel most alive when you're seducing someone.

You never fail to get someone's attention.

Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

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Buy Me Toto Number 22




Your Life Path Number is 22



Your purpose in life is to use your power for good



Of all the life paths, yours has the most innate power.

Your power lies in your vision, and you must recruit others to help you in this vision.

You are able to be a great idealist, but you still have the practicality to get things done.



In love, you tend to be a big romantic - but you also tend to keep your distance.



You have a lot of potential, and it's sometimes hard to live up to.

Sometimes you just feel like slipping into obscurity and doing nothing.

You tend to be prone to dramatic emotions, until you step back and look at things honestly.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

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My Famous Last Words




Your Famous Last Words Will Be:



"So, you're a cannibal."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

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My Tragic Past Life




In a Past Life...



You Were: A Blind Herbalist.



Where You Lived: Siberia.



How You Died: Hung for treason.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

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When I Was A Kid..




Arty Kid



Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique.



You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented!

Who Were You In High School?

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My Kind Of Candy




Your Candy Heart Says "My Way"



You love to be in love, as long as it means being showered with attention.

And no need for you to give anything in return - being with you is gift enough.



Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a first class trip to Hawaii



Your flirting style: witty and showy



What turns you off: having to "chase" someone



Why you're hot: you're more confident (and arrogant) than a rock star!

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

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I Am Phoenix




Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC



"Back in black, I hit the sack,

I've been too long, I'm glad to be back"



Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos.

But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!

What's Your Theme Song?

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My Pizza Flavour




Cheese Pizza



Traditional and comforting.

You focus on living a quality life.

You're not easily impressed with novelty.

Yet, you easily impress others.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

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My Animal Side




Your Animal Personality



Your Power Animal: Deer



Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda



You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.

While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

The Animal Personality Test

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Me No Storm




You Are Snow



Magical yet potentially destructive

You are well known as fun to play with

People anticipate your arrival but then are quickly sick of you



You are best known for: your serenity



Your dominant state: reflecting

What Type of Weather Are You?

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I Got My Wish




Your Christmas Stocking Will Be Filled With a Puppy



Well - one cute, soft, cuddly puppy...

And a very soiled Christmas stocking.

What Will Be In Your Christmas Stocking?

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My DoppelGanger




You Are a Glam Rocker!



You put the "show" in rock show with your larger than life self.

No doubt, you are all about making good music...

But what really gets you going is having an over the top show.

Glitter, costumes, and wild hair are your thing - with some rock thrown in!

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

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Hmm..




How You Are In Love



You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.



You give and take equally in relationships.



You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.



You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.



You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

How Are You In Love?








The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.



In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.



You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.



You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.



Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.



Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.



You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.



In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?








Your Love Element Is Earth



In love, you have consistency and integrity.

For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.



You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.

Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.



Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.

You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.



You connect best with: Fire



Avoid: Wood



You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

What Element Is Your Love?








Your Heart Is Blue



Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.

You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.



Your flirting style: Friendly



Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe



Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish



What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?








You're a Playful Kisser



Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play

You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party

Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare

And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right!

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

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Contradictory, I Thought I Was Counselor..




Your Personality Is


Idealist (NF)




You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.

You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.



You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.

Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.



You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.

Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.



In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.



At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.



With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.



As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.



On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

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All These While I Thought I Was Merely Melancholy..




You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament



Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.

You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.

You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.



It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.

You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.

While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.



At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.

You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.

You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

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Happiness




You Are 64% Happy



You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.

Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

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Power Gold




Your Power Color Is Red-Orange



At Your Highest:



You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.



At Your Lowest:



You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.



In Love:



You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.



How You're Attractive:



You are very affectionate and inspire trust.



Your Eternal Question:



"Am I Respected?"

What's Your Power Color?

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Machiavellian Me




You Are Somewhat Machiavellian



You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...

But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.

You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.

You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

How Machiavellian Are You?

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I Wish My Face Is..




What Your Face Says



At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious.



Overall, your true self is passive and thoughtful.



With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.



In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.



In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

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Wonder Brain




Your Brain's Pattern



Your mind is a multi dimensional wonderland, with many layers.

You're the type that always has multiple streams of though going.

And you can keep these thoughts going at any time.

You're very likely to be engaged in deep thought - and deep conversation.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

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Estrogen VS Testosterone




You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish


Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.

You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.

A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.

But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

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My Five Factor Personality Profile




Your Five Factor Personality Profile



Extroversion:



You have high extroversion.

You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.

You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.

Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"



Conscientiousness:



You have medium conscientiousness.

You're generally good at balancing work and play.

When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.

But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.



Agreeableness:



You have high agreeableness.

You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.

Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.

You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.



Neuroticism:



You have low neuroticism.

You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.

Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.

Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.



Openness to experience:



Your openness to new experiences is high.

In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.

You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.

A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

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Inner Child




Your Inner Child Is Surprised



You see many things through the eyes of a child.

Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.

You cherish all of the details in life.

Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

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Dysfunctional

After coding for pretty some time (3 consistent weeks to be exact), i've lost my power for coherent speech and comprehension.

My mind only reads codes (javascript cum lotusscript to be exact), so here's my conclusion:

Lotusscript suck.

Never in my entire livelihood hav i encounter a prog that's so plain stoopid that u basically gt chew it's food for it (meaning u gt write every code in the most fundamental ways to get the result that u want).

Basically I've lost my speech ability. Especially when it comes to explaining what is it that I am doing. Really, literally, word for word.

dumbfounded.

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foot in mouth .. & heart runs wild

wore my brass gypsy style earrings today. did an utter foot in mouth in front of me team leader.

"I think of getting a bracelet like this (refering to the earring)" - me say
"Oh yea? Gypsy style bracelet huh.." - female coll say
"Yea, I want to get a brass .." - me say

I pronounced the brass word as breast. i havent finished my sentence yet, but my team leader exclaimation "Hah??" stopped me at my track..woe is me..foot in mouth moment. brilliant.

how come i seem to do so many embarassing stuff lately..*argh! sigh..

been listening to the stupid things by mccartney..repetitively for a few hours now..cant help lurving the phrases below..

"
All I want to do is please you
Please myself by living my life too
And all the stupid things I do
Have absolutely no reflection on
How I feel about you..
How I feel about you yeah
Ohh Oooo Yeahhh Noo ooo La La La La Laaa..
Yes I recall
...
Your scent is sweet like Betty Crooker bakes
I'd love to have my cake and eat it too
"

can we hav it all? hmm.. such a delightfully wicked thought to have..

dunno why, when i listened to this song thru the earphone n all, some how i could imagine myself holding a couple of drum stick and knocking it on the table in front of me and start doin some punkish rock n roll moves where it involves one foot on the table, another on the chair ..

"..and of all the stoopid things i do has ab-so-lutely no reflection on how i feel about u.."

..as i knock on invisible drum in the air with absolute anguish and enthusiasm while squinting me eyes, wide carefree grin on me face and swinging me hair in the air .. with a hurricane of wind coming outta nowhere in the off room threatening to dishevel any paper and shiftable things on the tables..

"..ohh..how i feel about u..yeah, woah, oh yeah.."

..all in slow motion where the other colls look on with fear in their eyes as they tried to collect the stuff on their tables frm being blown away. seems like the making of a disaster or an mtv.

i get the same effect frm listening to hanson's first music cd..a wild side of me wanting to break free? the controversy of personality duality i suppose..

"Live life as if there's no tomorrow, live tomorrow as if it's borrowed.."

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dew drops on the window sills..

today's been a real sleepy working day.

just went to inner secrets at sri hartamas to take a look at the lingerie sale.

had a brief encounter with a friend who's pretty childish by my standard, he came frm my back and gave me one heck of an irritating shoulder massage (i dun like hard shoulder massage btw, i got soft epidermis, and i dun like being touched by just anybody who's not family). shocked the life outta me, n i can see frm me colleagues eyes that he shocked them too with the gesture. then he murmured into me ears that he missed me..i think i dropped a few hair off me arms then. i merely laughed with embarassment at his behaviour and opt to avoid any encounter w him in the future.

then me colls asked me if all my friends do like tat to me or smtg, or trying to take advantage of me. the latter comment denotes their way of thoughts if a guy is too free at hands with a gal. makes me feel embarassed again, angry too that i didnt told him off n not to do tat to me again next time, cos i saw he got 2 female friends who had lunch w him. mayb i'm too nice, hmm..now tat's a thought i need to eliminate. will hav to tell ppl off next time, subtle but menacing at the same time without appearing nasty..hmm..a very tough art to master. *sigh..

i was pissed and msged a friend to releas the pent up emotion, and who knows, he told me to sue the guy who gave me the massage for sexual harrassment n then do it back to him, *sigh..i dun wanna hear all that, i need somebody who'd say "Is it? Darn it, let me kick his butt for u. That darn sob better pray he's got 9 lives to spare..*&^%^%$%#"..now, that's wat i call friend even though at the end of the day we both know it's just talks. If the massage-guy got a black eye or two, well, i'll consider that bonus at the end of the day.

lately i've been bz handling other stuff than me work..mostly sister's uni n other misc applications. sure, a friend of mine told me to let her do her stuff herself..if she can handle her stuff herself, my mum wouldnt ask me to apply it on behalf of her la. it'd b too ez to just kick her into the cold water n let her swim. but she'll get her chance soon enuf. how come i never got a sister who can help me to handle all these petty stuff? then i wouldnt need to worry too much cos i got somebody experience enuf to help me to handle my affairs, more time to do other stuff too. but heck, i'm my own person and eldest sister of em all, wat can i do? since i'm the only person in the family w experience in applying for further academic studies, they r just too happy that i can handle all those w no complaints. i can handle all that man, all i need is somebody who'd tell me that he would b there if i need him for anything, not to give me more advices on letting my sis to be independent, cos i know all that, n she'll get there soon enuf. *deep-breath-n-sigh..

guess knight in shining armour doesnt apply for me in any cases at all, might as well forget bout hoping and depend on myself where at least things would get done my own way and no complaints are extended. guess i'm my own hero, shoulder-to-complain, knight-in-shining-armour all rolled into one. that's y it's always best that u learn how to be a cheerleader to urself, so u can always cheer urself up from any predicament that makes u feel down at the moment, hoping for external resource to cheer u up simple takes up too much time and most of the time, it never really happens. and at the end of the day, u discover u r the only person who u can count on to get u outta there, so u just simple climb outta the hole urself, n start walking away without looking back at the reminiscent of a shadow u left behind.

well, listening to jesse mccartney now, cheesy stuff i know, some might even arched an eyebrow knowing that i'd listen to smtg pop n cheesy like jesse mccartney who's just another pretty boy w a lil voice. not really in the mood to talk to anybody, just in the mood to lie back on me back and listen to smtg lite n ez or empty promises like "take ur sweet time" and "why dont u kiss her" and "because u live". not in the mood for another human interaction, just in the mood to reach home and lay a pat on me pet's messy hair, and knowing that he'd simply bark at me cos he misses me so, and just spend the time watching tv silently w him by my side, or take him out for a walk where i'd just let him lead me wherever he wants to go..just me and him.

tat's one of the simple stuff which i look forward to at the end of the day..

PS : i dun hav a black soul btw, i simply like to make u laugh.

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