thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..

Rebellious

Definition : resisting control or authority
Been reading the "Year of Yes" proclaimed bibliography bout a gal who'd say yes to anyone who ask her out, regardless of gender or age. The writer's got some twisted sense of humour. Entertaining reading material though, cant beat "Why men have nipples..and other questions you ask after the third martini" though.

Cant bear reading novels lately, too much false promises and bad imaginations (kidnapped to a lone island and deduced to seducing the kidnapper? spare me..). Plus the heroins are shaped like anorexic nymphomaniac on the loose..

Oh well..

Went for a shopping marathon last weekend. Bought facial products from skinfood (some korean originated shop); 2 mask bottles (black sugar and banana yogurt, yummy) and liquid eyeliner plus remover.

Tried out a transparent gloss that changes color to ur skin temperature..too meringue sweet for me..and my lips threaten to sprout tiny watery volcanic erupticles that I had to swipe the gloss off as soon as it touches my lips..oh humanity..wat is life when a gal cant even try on a lip gloss!!! I'll hav to stick to my brown red earth, that's the only one I use till of today that has yet to have me breakout in sweats or end up looking like a reptile wannabe.

*sigh..I think I'm starting to develope a new doppelganger, the girlish type. *wimpering-n-choking..WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME?? (Jesse McCartney's song bellowing in the background)

Is this wat one would call transformation or sloughing or the avril-lavigne-before-n-after?!?

F*ck it.

Stocked up on some wardrobe, shoes, other misc girly stuff, including one really awesome healthy-phlegm tinted varnish..darn it..wun be doin anymore house chores from now on. Gonna get some really wicked sticker to practise on it too..eating would be a hassle, but the concept of artwork on ur fingertips..*sigh..wish I could paint a Monet on it.

My fetish for nail varnish and earrings are goin to kill me ever so softly..*drooling..oh is it a crime to want..? ~ I'd need to get earring stand for all my collections.

Saw a really nice watch the other day, still thinking of getting some really nice ones with a choice of accessories, easier to mix-n-match. Not really a watch person, needs it to keep track of my schedules though and to remind me that time is running out..haha..live life on the brink. ;-)

B got fetish for eye shadows, basically she's got a whole rainbow collection but she aint satisfied..hmm..I think she lacked coffee smoky eye color, gonna hav to remind her..My sis loves to hog on eye shahows, and I think I lost ownership of mine once she starts her collections.

B went and got some really wicked lipstick (clarin's rich red tint) and maybelline's unstoppable eyelash curler. darn..cant wait to try it out, full blown with no restrain, can stop traffic man..haha..wore the lipstick to work though, only hints of it anyway. itchy hands..makes me feel all gooey on the inside..feels like I wore a victoria secret underneath and there's nobody who knows but me..wickedly delicious thoughts. All ladies shuld invest on some really nasty undies, makes one feel akin to havin a tattoo on some hidden spots; women's secrets. >;-)

Gonna get really toned these few months so I can fit into that blue bikini I got previously. Wanna get more boxer shorts instead of hikinis (anti-butt-sag + comfort). Hopefully by the end of this year will clear out the old clothes, feeling sexily amazing and dun need to further validate meself.

Cheers.

PS : I'm goin back to the land of the hornbills for annual trip w the gals, gonna get my crown curls renewed, whoowee! Now, I am a self proclaim DIVA! Whoohoo!! Yeah!

"Because u live n breath, bcos u make me believe in myself when no body else can help, bcos u live gal, my world, there's twice as many stars in the sky.." - Jesse McCartney whispered to me..

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