thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..

Worth-While

Yesterday before I left the office, I think I made somebody's day, who is not from the xy chromosom..with a hachet.

Sometimes a gal can feel like they r living at the bottom of the well. If any of my sis starts telling me that, they r gonna to get some spanking from me.

I cant help being optimistic, hopeful and wacky all at the same time while drowning in sinful regrets, it's in my gene. I know how the world works, I just chose to live my life the way I see it fit, which is out of the whole cookie cutter agenda. Some things are better ignored, neglected if it's hazardous to our health, body, soul and thoughts.

Like tis friend of mine, she was saying how she wished she was married and stuff. Havin somebody to take care of her.

B*lls.

All gals shuld learn how to take care of themselves before expecting others to do the same for them, if one doesnt even know how to love themselves, how does one know what they really worth or deserve?

Worth, we r talking about worth today.

In my opinion, everybody is worth a million bucks and more. With diamonds for teeth, silk for words and minks for hugs, now I'm exagerating. In real fact, we really are worth a million bucks and more; the kidney, cornea, heart, hair, placenta is worth a lot in the black market organ trade. And if u live in Borneo, there are some parts that accepts skull in exchange of paper barter.
** Please take care of ur kidneys, they are worth 20k pounds, that's equivalent to 160k in ringgit malaysia. Once broken, u r on a long list of waiting that is most likely not in favor of u **

Sometimes, ppl put themselves down too much. The world aint as bleak as it was in the WW2, even then, ppl havent stopped believing and hoping for a better world, so why should we who live in a better world be whining bout our meager earn boring life? Not a d*mn thing.

I'm harsh, cos it saves lotsa time. Sometimes I cant take it from meself, but I'm learning. Sometimes I need to sob in a little corner for weeks, but after that, I feel stronger cos I've faced it, accepted it and glorified in knowing that, hey, I bleed just like u n me, so what makes u or me so special except the fact that we r all different. Haha..now I've just contradicted meself. But, like wat I said, human needs to be tortured or put in the bottom of the well by other ppl in order to feel happy or blessed or grateful. I'm just one ungrateful b*tch (read : babe in total control of herself).

Anyway, worth.

That friend of mine is worth more than she thinks she does now.

Sometimes, some ppl just dun get it. Singlehood is so fleeting, so's youth. Just enjoy the moment while it's staying for the nite, we'll never know when it's passing us by one day.

And while we r enjoying it, somebody will learn to like that carefree laughter and infectious mood which exudes from us, so please, dun think that being a couple is all that matters and that it will solve all ur problem cos it doesnt. We are not living in some fairytale here, there's no happily ever after, heck, the writer of Snow White, Sleeping Beauty, Rapunzel and the likes merely like to write "And they live happily ever after.." cos they dun wanna hav the readers debat on who gets to sleep on which side of the bed, who gets the last choc chip butter cookie on the plate, who takes out the dogs for their walks, how many make ups they have, how they gonna live the rest of their lives, how many kids they get, will their kids end up just like them..well, u get my drift. I believe if ppl nowadays read those fairytales, even kids are goin to say b*llocks. But then, I'm one sarcastic b*tch.

*sigh..I'm so realistic at times that I scare meself to goosebumps literally. But I do know wat makes a person strikingly attractive; and it's tat glow one exudes from enjoying life so much that it simply shines from within. Or it's tat SKII product they were using lately. Hmm..

There's more to just being a couple, one gotta learn also to let go and let the other learn or grow.

Sometimes u see a couple, one of them giving out more and the other simply take it for granted. In the long run, somebody's gonna feel unappreaciated and started to think if this is all there is and start looking for alternatives somewhere. Dun say it wun happen, weird things hav happened before, like cows and sheeps hav fallen from the skies before. (read : beef and mutton)

Balance in a relationship is healthy, hav ur own crowd and groups of friends tat doesnt interlink with one another, tat way at least u hav a bit of a surprise for him/her at the end of the day when u share stories and experiences. And if it doesnt work out, heck, the friends are spared from the awkwardness of taking sides and u get to move on faster as they r most likely to take ur sides, but well, I'm being bias here.

Enjoy enjoy, I can never say this enough, cos at the end of the day, u feel powerful and alive that u took hold of that steering wheel of ur life. And tat look on ur face is gonna worth another million bucks tat nobody can take away, and tat's gonna make u precious enough that one day, somebody who likes tat look is gonna want to purchase it, at ur price. Somebody who is ur worth.

Worth, we are all worth a million bucks and more. Remember that.

"Positive thinking is like :
A little bird flies up in the sky; you look up and it shits in your eye...
But you don't mind and you don't cry; you thank God that cows don't fly..." - Plagiarise from The Emperor of China

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posted by M.E. # 11:08 AM

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Thanks for leaving a comment on my blog.

Sadly, I hav no idea what u r saying.

Peace.

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M.E. : July 05, 2006 9:19 AM

thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..

Worth-While

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