thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..

Misguided Angels

"I said, Papa, don't cry cause it's all right.
And I see you in some of his ways.
Though he might not give me the life that you wanted
I'll love him the rest of my days.

Misguided Angel hanging over me.
Heart like a Gabriel, pure and white as ivory.
Soul like a Lucifer, black and cold like a piece of lead.
Misguided Angel, love you 'til I'm dead."
- Misguided Angel by cowboy junkies

Ever been misguided before? By instinct, heart, advices or even premonitions?

Well, I know people who I've known all my life who has and still is.

Ever been a victim of verbal abuse? Well, it's different from physical abuse definitely as the latter, u can see the after math of the anger-fest, but verbal abuse u cant view it at all.

I dun know how to say it, but I know how it affects the person around them.

Checklist on verbal abuse symptoms.
More checklist.

Just be careful not to fall into one, ok? Even if it is me doing it cause I might not do it intentionally, but it's ur right to say it out loud. If u dun, then it's ur problem for not voicing it and letting me walk all over u. Open communication are lost in this era of virtual communications, sure we get to voice our heart out on the network, but how many actually confront the aggressor? Confrontations are never a favourite pastime for any human being. It's too taxing emotionally, mostly for victims.

I hav been having this forum thing w my friends, so we'd discuss bout wat makes sense n what doesnt. A sort of like self-affirm thing.

She was telling me bout a story of her friend who let the bf walked all over her. When I asked her how come she didnt inform her of the bf's behaviour, she said dun wanna be a relationship breaker. True also, how can we tell a person who seems so happy that their partner is cheating on them? Most ppl would balk or rule us out as being envious of their short-term happiness that they'd stop talking to us after we inform them. Friendship? Out the window, man.

Anyway, the friend broke up after the bf took the gal back and inform her one fine day that they r over. I feel angry that the friend didnt even question him bringing another gal along, but heck, she did and he mentioned that he wun like tat sort of gal. So I guess, this is where benefit of the doubt give ways. Loopholes loopholes..*sigh..

Loophole 1 : The guy shuldnt bring a gal back, no matter friends or not. It's wrong especially if the guy's living w the gf. It's plain bright daylight insulting. Except if the gal's been abused or need protection, otherwise, if on holiday, plain No-No.
Loophole 2 : The girl shouldnt believe him wholeheartedly. There's a reason why they say love is blind. Where gals are concern, it's a bit more personal than most ppl would let one cos gals are mostly self-sacrificial lots. Blame it on gene.
Loophole 3 : The girl spend too much on the guy, and the guy didnt even offer to pay. This is top marker for me. Any guy who lives off girls are just plain old disgusting. Sure, under some circumstance it's understandable, but it's still 50-50 bet. Spend on a guy, they wun appreaciate it, heck, they might just take it for granted. Spend it on a gal, they will feel grateful, might even grant the guys some luck. Which is really the whole point of guys spending on gals. Gals are at the losing end of the ball game, thus u can see why there are more gals climbing the social and career ladders. Trust me gals, let the guys do all the works and u judge it for urself if he's worth all the tricks and affections.

And if a guy tried to make the gal feel jealous and bring her to the brink of frustrations, then he's not worth keeping la. Who wanna stay w a guy / gal who plays mind games?

Ok, move to next topic.

Saw my unimates at Sunway the other day. Went in to shop for a bracelet that caught me eye. There they were. After the proper greeting, they started talking to each other saying "Wow, she's changed." "Yea lo, different from last time." as if I wasnt there or an object of observation.

Hello missy, people change all the time la. Look at the trend nowadays, look at my age now, look at . If I'm still stuck with the uni style and all, then there must be something really wrong with me la. Next time, please la compliment me on the spot. That would've been respectful.

My sis having her first day nursing attachment today. (I've 3 sisters, so u try to rule out which is which la) She's complaining lately bout how she gotta stay in Singapore for 3 years after the study n all. It got to a point where I scold her back for not being grateful and asked her if she regretted not studying strategically when she was in upper six. The good thing bout my family is we are often if not blessed. The bad thing is we never learn how to appreaciate it. So she answered me not much difference also, cos she's not the studying type. Great answer, so great that one answer can overule all her potentials and the fact that she was a great A-type students in her lower secondary. Humans..*bah.

Where most doctrine students from China would want a chance to study in Sg, she'd just complain that she has to stuck there for 3 yrs. Where there are people still unemployed, she complained of being bonded for 3 years. Knowing her, if she's not bonded, she'd get real lazy and not work. Cos tat's just what humans are, lazy bum set out to ruin the earth into a state of catastrophy! *saliva-sputtering

Anyway, I digress. What I wanna say is, we are all b*tches la. One word to rule em out.

Cheers for monday. *whoohoo..Not.

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