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Dream Interpretation

Had a dream last nite, interesting one.

Dreamt a guy serenaded me, then confronted me with ungrounded remarks and the next thing I knew, I was on his back pulling his hair and scratching his skin like a manic ape-woman. Then a different senario where another guy was showing off a zoo on a trip in a boat to another woman while I got jealous in the background and sulk, which makes me think, walaoyeh, I'm starting to show off womanly virtues (not the positive ones of course).

Then I go to the dream interpretations websites and come up with this :
Fight - To dream that you participate in a fight, indicates inner turmoil. Some aspect of yourself is in conflict with another aspect of yourself. Perhaps an unresolved or unacknowledged part is fighting for its right to be heard. It may also parallel a fight or struggle that you are going through in your waking life.
Or :
- Unresolved internal conflict
- Seeing a tough time through
- An unconcious stance of resistance against something that needs to be acknowledged
- Feeling a need to defend or protect yourself
- Competing with others

Was I fighting to the death? Cos the indication would denotes "To dream that you are fighting to the death, indicates that you are unwilling to acknowledge a waking conflict or your own inner turmoil. You are unwilling and refusing to change your old attitudes and habits."

Hmm, dun think so, though the effort was meticulously convincing.

Jealousy - Experiencing jealousy in your daily life may cause you to dream about it. If you are not aware of your jealousy, your unconscious may be giving you some hints of awareness. Jealousy is usually a result of insecurity. Consider this dream a learning experience. Analyze some of your feelings of insecurity or inadequacy and then begin to deal with those issues.

Ok, so now I got inner turmoil and insecurity issues. Now that I got the cause of such anxiety sorted out, next on my list is to figure out the source of such anxiousness.

Wat causes my inner turmoil? I'm having exam soon, and moving to a new place, and the agent havent confirm my parking space yet, and the procedure for the condo is still in progress. I'm kinda surprise my period hasnt stopped mid-stream. *sigh..

Insecurity issues. Partly I guess I'm a paranoid person, like when I'm going out from the house, I'm always imagining worst case senarios ever; the house would be burnt to crisp due to leaking gas, forgot to turn off kettle for boiling water, electricity short circuit, bush burning, terrorist attack, burglary, the car got stolen, serial killer / rapist hanging around etc etc. So I guess, that's a normal daily anxiety anybody would have. Just I had mine everyday that I got used to it. My method is, que sera sera, watever will be will be, burn ma burn la, stolen ma stolen la, be observant and confident and carry a large stick.

"Don't piss me off - I'm running out of places to hide the bodies." - Anon

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