thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..
Minute Brain
Today I'll talk bout burning bridges. All it takes is one idiot to burn the whole bridge of a village. Shows also how small a person's mind can be. And how territorial too. Our basic instinct is still intact.
Like last few days, I got a call frm my cousin sister telling me bout how misbehaved my sister was while she was living under their roof. That cousin sister has moved out from the house since she got married, now pregnant with their first child. So there she was, complaining to me bout what her other sisters been telling her. So I told her, if my sister had been misbehaving while living under their roof, they could tell her nicely or tell her in adultly fashion how her behaviour is affecting the other ppl.
But nooOooo, she kept on going and going about how many juices she drank la, how many kuih she took la..disregarding my word entirely. And telling me how the other sisters (one same age as my sis, another same age as mine, both whom prefer to keep quiet in front of my sis but scold their mum and blame it on my sis and who'd complain behind her back then the elder sister come and complain to me) are scolding their mum becos of my sister's behaviour. And that she knows how it feels like having a child as she herself is conceiving one.
F*cker. As if my sister is conceived by the air la, no mother la, some stranger who is being born on the earth with no parents la. )^^&*%&$%^#%@#$%#
Show's to me, the very extent of a human mind; minute.
The odd part is really bout the food my sis consumed while living under their quarters, and those food are really cheap by Malaysian default, which they can tell me in numbers how many my sis consumed, the oddest part is when a 27-yr-old-mother-to-be adult telling me this sort of stuff, while my sis is in the dark of how she was presumed while she stayed there during the weekend, which only happens like 2 days a week, 4 times a month, while some days, she lived in Singapore doing her own stuff. And she's been there for half a year; one semester. And nobody tells her to keep her toes in line??? What kind of adult is that?? Some more need to take one round before coming back to the main reason. Seems like office politic only, no tact.
I still respect the parents, but the children, they deserve sound spanking. But I'm pretty sure that the comeuppance will come in the form of their children. Karma; how one treats another, one will receive in abundance.
I've been handling hypocrisy for almost the rest of my life; behaving like an indifferent adult when I really feel like chopping ppl's head off, keeping my mouth shut when I feel like giving them a screaming lesson of their life and holding back when I really feel like hitting back verbally where it hurts most, but I didnt waste 3 yrs studying to return back to fighting with audio leverage. Words hurt, and there are too many bridges burnt from such scars. Human's pride are most precious when they are on the defense, the older we grow, the bigger pride we have, and the smaller mind we get.
I guess it's true that as we grow older, our brain cells do die a lot. *sigh..
Chinese society; great in numbers, small in mind.
Like last few days, I got a call frm my cousin sister telling me bout how misbehaved my sister was while she was living under their roof. That cousin sister has moved out from the house since she got married, now pregnant with their first child. So there she was, complaining to me bout what her other sisters been telling her. So I told her, if my sister had been misbehaving while living under their roof, they could tell her nicely or tell her in adultly fashion how her behaviour is affecting the other ppl.
But nooOooo, she kept on going and going about how many juices she drank la, how many kuih she took la..disregarding my word entirely. And telling me how the other sisters (one same age as my sis, another same age as mine, both whom prefer to keep quiet in front of my sis but scold their mum and blame it on my sis and who'd complain behind her back then the elder sister come and complain to me) are scolding their mum becos of my sister's behaviour. And that she knows how it feels like having a child as she herself is conceiving one.
F*cker. As if my sister is conceived by the air la, no mother la, some stranger who is being born on the earth with no parents la. )^^&*%&$%^#%@#$%#
Show's to me, the very extent of a human mind; minute.
The odd part is really bout the food my sis consumed while living under their quarters, and those food are really cheap by Malaysian default, which they can tell me in numbers how many my sis consumed, the oddest part is when a 27-yr-old-mother-to-be adult telling me this sort of stuff, while my sis is in the dark of how she was presumed while she stayed there during the weekend, which only happens like 2 days a week, 4 times a month, while some days, she lived in Singapore doing her own stuff. And she's been there for half a year; one semester. And nobody tells her to keep her toes in line??? What kind of adult is that?? Some more need to take one round before coming back to the main reason. Seems like office politic only, no tact.
I still respect the parents, but the children, they deserve sound spanking. But I'm pretty sure that the comeuppance will come in the form of their children. Karma; how one treats another, one will receive in abundance.
I've been handling hypocrisy for almost the rest of my life; behaving like an indifferent adult when I really feel like chopping ppl's head off, keeping my mouth shut when I feel like giving them a screaming lesson of their life and holding back when I really feel like hitting back verbally where it hurts most, but I didnt waste 3 yrs studying to return back to fighting with audio leverage. Words hurt, and there are too many bridges burnt from such scars. Human's pride are most precious when they are on the defense, the older we grow, the bigger pride we have, and the smaller mind we get.
I guess it's true that as we grow older, our brain cells do die a lot. *sigh..
Chinese society; great in numbers, small in mind.
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posted by M.E. # 10:21 AM
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