thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..

Forgotten To Breathe

There are times when I worry too much, I forgot to take time out to take a deep breath.

Sometimes when one's too obsessed with paying bills and other obligations, one has forgotten to linger a while and enjoy the simple moment of stillness in between time and feel grateful for simple things like chit chats and small talks.

I guess everybody's like tat once a while. I really need to put tis under my routine resolution so I wun forget all the simple things. Looking at the big picture is great for a project leader, but when one's own resource, it's the little things that count.

2007 is coming, time to take out that early year reso and start ticking things off or adding some missed out contents.

I'll admit, not many ppl do yearly resolution nor stick to it. So I made mine easy to stick with. And make sure I add on some routine ones to it so I wun forget being humble or where I came from or who I was before. It's a bit like maintaining that simplecity of character, the innocence so we wun get so easily swallowed whole in this on-going rat-race.

Ok, routine resolution :
- greet myself every morn with a happy smile : so I can check for broken teeth as well
- be thankful and grateful for simple things : lessen self-abhorrence syndrome
- be nice to people : my mind is crazy, it's always imagining ppl in the worst comical positions
- take time out for hobbies / renew old hobbies : the self-abhorrence thing again
- improve myself : diy, studies, readings, so I'd hav something else to talk besides myself

Add ons :
- take timeout for communication and understandings, ie : during meal times, shut off tv, after work, ask for daily happenings, be interested / act interested
- wake earlier for morning baths : fight against lethargy
- go for morn swims during weekends : aim for bootilicious body
- be more tactful : no more foot in mouth moments, so unhygienic
- listen and observe more

Mostly the above are reminders. Resolutions are like milestones.

Achieved milestones for me are :
- getting tattoo (temp ones, vege acid dissappears fast under hot water)
- changing job
- getting a permanent place
- change self-image

Not Yet Achieved :
- belly-piercing : dun judge me on this, it's a reminder thing
- bonia watch
- self portrait
- getting furniture
- change self-image again

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