thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..

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Meet the Robinson by Rob Thomas

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we'll get by,
it's the heart that really matters in the end

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now

in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
still remain
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours

these little wonders still remain

U know, as I grow up, a lot of things redefine itself.

I was pissed and angry a few days back, then I was sad and depress, now, I feel like a whole load of burden just comes clean.

I used to intern in a company where I felt that questioning too much leads to being boxed to a corner and thus no growth can be done and no opportunities are given and I gotta prove myself over and over again cos some team lead are just plain chauvinist to a point or afraid the interns are trying to climb over their head, thus one gotta make their opinions and suggestions heard cos to grow, one hasn't got a choice; u just gotta box open a door.

In this company however, slowly, we are encouraged to talk what's on our mind, great if they really mean it, suck if they only say the right things now but take it all back when pressure of datelines make them eat their words. And I am the type of person tat takes somebody's word pretty literally under some circumstance.

I dun know, but in this society which I'm living at, I still hav to thread cautiously cos we never know if the seniors think we r trying to take over their work or just being plain cocky. Thus growth are done very carefully and at a very slow rate. Kinda sad cos I know I could've done or be more.

I like watching Meet the Robinson cos it's a feel good movie, it kinda reminds me of my dreams.

Not many ppl know tis, but I'm not made for this field I'm in right now, cos it makes my parents feel safe and assured, I stayed on. And because my upbringing never taught me how to quit, I persist on nails and teeth. There are days when I feel like gnawing off my workstation, but like wat my friends and mum told me, I'm just happy go-with lucky.

I guess I'm born lucky. But sometimes, even luck also cant help a person sitting on their bum waiting for gold to grow outta the earth. Labour while one waits, tat's what the wise always says.

One day, I will go back to my specialty where I'd feel most satisfied doing, regardless of the effort or time I put in.

Cos when u like doing something ; time ceased to exist.

Hope u hav found something that brings smiles to ur face, no matter wat u do or where u are.

Peace.

Labels: Lyrical, Mirror, Thoughts

posted by M.E. # 11:16 AM

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