thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..
Demotivated
I'm depress at the moment with myself.
It's been a hard few months for me as there's no improvement in term of professionalism nor skillset, perhaps I was getting lazy.
But if last time during such moments like tis, I'd pick myself up and keep on moving forward, as "Meet the Robinson" tag line suggested.
Lately however, a person's comment makes me think, why does it hav to be me who hav to keep moving forward when other ppl is complaining left right about their lives and do nothing about it?
I mean, I can be lazy and do nothing and when ppl starts complaining I'd go, "U dun care about me! I've been working my arse off and u dun understand me! I've given my best shot bla bla bla.."
Man, I sure wanna do that and see if tat method works for me professionally or personally or not.
It sure demotivates me to think there are such selfish ppl alive on this planet who thinks of nothing but themselves.
It sure makes me tick off when I realise that I've been a fool being played around as I've relentlessly working my butt off and didn't complain one bit.
It sure makes me feel angry that I didn't use all that free time in my hands to complain bout how sucky my life is, how hard I hav to work, how much hours I put into my work and how other ppl dun understand me one bit.
I'm a fool, well..tat's for sure.
It's been a hard few months for me as there's no improvement in term of professionalism nor skillset, perhaps I was getting lazy.
But if last time during such moments like tis, I'd pick myself up and keep on moving forward, as "Meet the Robinson" tag line suggested.
Lately however, a person's comment makes me think, why does it hav to be me who hav to keep moving forward when other ppl is complaining left right about their lives and do nothing about it?
I mean, I can be lazy and do nothing and when ppl starts complaining I'd go, "U dun care about me! I've been working my arse off and u dun understand me! I've given my best shot bla bla bla.."
Man, I sure wanna do that and see if tat method works for me professionally or personally or not.
It sure demotivates me to think there are such selfish ppl alive on this planet who thinks of nothing but themselves.
It sure makes me tick off when I realise that I've been a fool being played around as I've relentlessly working my butt off and didn't complain one bit.
It sure makes me feel angry that I didn't use all that free time in my hands to complain bout how sucky my life is, how hard I hav to work, how much hours I put into my work and how other ppl dun understand me one bit.
I'm a fool, well..tat's for sure.
Labels: Angst
posted by M.E. # 10:00 AM
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