thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..
Nothing (Left) To Lose
Starting from a week ago, I've been relocated to a new team in my company because my team lead has problem working with me.
I had the warning a few weeks back and I've tried ammending, but I guess at the end of the day, ppl keep on telling me that sometimes, it's just a matter of characters. So I'll take it tat he's got issues, not me, cos I didn't know at all after working w him for more than a yr and he's never talked to me about my weaknesses, thus never given me a chance to ammend it, instead he poured everything out during my appraisal and that kinda suck. The suckier thing is, from what I gather, he couldn't come up with better complains that though I've improved, I'm better in the other team cos I can do better presentation, that I've got talent..bla bla bla..crap I tell u. Somehow, it also shows to me his level of thinking; unfit for a team lead. *Bah..waste my loyalty to him all these while..asshole. In my opinion, he just cant handle me cos I'm too hot..not in the physical term, but in terms of attitude; slightly ambitious, a bit competitive and very much confident.
Why change myself to fit into somebody else's image? It just doesn't make sense, if God would wanna make us all the same, he'd hav done so instead of bestowing us with the gift of freedom of choice and making our own mistakes n live with it. If we are all built the same, we'd hav all lived with any mistake one of us did.
Farney, makes me wanna wrap his head and shove it into the toilet bowl.
But had a talk w my hr, and she was pretty cool for being an oddball herself. She seems to hav a lot of fun with herself and never judges other ppl for being different. And I kinda enjoy that.
Plus she mentioned I got more chance for improvement and going up the ladder. I dun really care bout the ladder as long as I'm given more work, cos I know I suck at logic, so my strengths lie in experience and hardwork. And I cant stand being taken for a joke when it comes to work. I may b on the beginner level compared to the team leads, but heck, give me a chance to do smtg man, instead of passing me little peanuts tat can barely cover my belly, u know? I'm just hungry for more..
I'd like to make a change to my work by putting more fun into it. Try to change the approach a bit. Since by now, I've got nothing to lose.
I had the warning a few weeks back and I've tried ammending, but I guess at the end of the day, ppl keep on telling me that sometimes, it's just a matter of characters. So I'll take it tat he's got issues, not me, cos I didn't know at all after working w him for more than a yr and he's never talked to me about my weaknesses, thus never given me a chance to ammend it, instead he poured everything out during my appraisal and that kinda suck. The suckier thing is, from what I gather, he couldn't come up with better complains that though I've improved, I'm better in the other team cos I can do better presentation, that I've got talent..bla bla bla..crap I tell u. Somehow, it also shows to me his level of thinking; unfit for a team lead. *Bah..waste my loyalty to him all these while..asshole. In my opinion, he just cant handle me cos I'm too hot..not in the physical term, but in terms of attitude; slightly ambitious, a bit competitive and very much confident.
Why change myself to fit into somebody else's image? It just doesn't make sense, if God would wanna make us all the same, he'd hav done so instead of bestowing us with the gift of freedom of choice and making our own mistakes n live with it. If we are all built the same, we'd hav all lived with any mistake one of us did.
Farney, makes me wanna wrap his head and shove it into the toilet bowl.
But had a talk w my hr, and she was pretty cool for being an oddball herself. She seems to hav a lot of fun with herself and never judges other ppl for being different. And I kinda enjoy that.
Plus she mentioned I got more chance for improvement and going up the ladder. I dun really care bout the ladder as long as I'm given more work, cos I know I suck at logic, so my strengths lie in experience and hardwork. And I cant stand being taken for a joke when it comes to work. I may b on the beginner level compared to the team leads, but heck, give me a chance to do smtg man, instead of passing me little peanuts tat can barely cover my belly, u know? I'm just hungry for more..
I'd like to make a change to my work by putting more fun into it. Try to change the approach a bit. Since by now, I've got nothing to lose.
Labels: Determination
posted by M.E. # 11:47 AM
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