thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..
Blue Element
Wish I am a different person somehow.
Wish I dun wish so much.
Wish I dun know so much.
Wish life could be simpler.
Wish I hadnt come out to study and work.
Wish I hadnt put my heart everytime I try to achieve something.
Wish I can let go.
Wish I hadnt been so hard on myself.
Wish I can settle for mediocre sometimes, instead of using up all my energy for something I think worthwhile but is not at the end of the day.
Wish there's some friends whom I can talk to without hearing words like "That's y la..next time set your priorities right." or "Dun trust ppl so much" or "Work isnt everything" or "Get a boyfriend" or "Get married, then no need to work."
Sigh, wish there's some friends whom can tell me "Hang in there, today just one of those low days, better days will come soon enuff" or give me a pat with an understanding smile or lend me a shoulder to cry my heart out once a while, or best of them lots, just a simple "Everything will be ok." and a big hug.
I dun expect ppl to understand what I'm doing half of the time, or why I'm doing the things I do, all I need is the support and encouragement when I feel down, not a lot of words, just a simple, "You are doing fine, Angela, hang in there." or "Dun give up now" or "Everything will be ok".
I wish for things to be simpler when bruised knees can be kissed away and sickness can be cured by simple hot milo placed at the end of the bed.
"Everything will be ok..trust me.." - soft voiceLabels: Pain, Self-Mock
posted by M.E. #
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