thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..

Painful Voices

There are voices in my head..

"You are being paid to work, if this stupid thing also you cant do, then you should not be in this line.."

"You don't talk to me. All I need is a word of comfort. Why do you always scold me?"

"There are worst things mum said that I didnt say, don't make me say them."

"You think you are so good meh? Just look at how you work." hehe..smirk..

I close my eyes, I shut my ears..

I tried defending myself..

"But I am only one person.."

"I am sorry. I don't know how to comfort you."

"I wish I could do something different, but I cant"

"I am only human.."

The voices got worst.

"You are fired!"

"I no longer want to talk to you..ever."

"Mum said, you should have gotten married and stay in sarawak and make babies and.."

"I thought so."

Then I pretended nothing touches me..as my heart wrench with tears.

Labels: Pain

posted by M.E.  # 6:36 PM

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