thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..

Static

It's tiring when you want to complain to somebody, all you hear is static.

Nope, I'm not talking bout hp reception.

I'm talking bout ppl who are not interested in whatever u r saying.

I'm talking bout ppl who tell u stuff that u've heard before.

I'm talking bout ppl who joke with u when u r being serious.

I'm talking bout energy-suckers.

I hate talking to ppl bout my problems cos I can usually predict what they wanna tell me. Actually, I can.

It's either a sympathetic sigh, a "I dunno what I would do if I were you", a "it's like tat one", a "live life free!", a "dun care so much", a "bunch of assholes" or smtg else.

They'd never come up with "Let's go and burn their house down" but dun really mean it, or "I'll hold them, u punch em", or "Burn ur bridges, then u cant look back" kinda mentality.

Anyway, I dun like complaining so much to other ppl cos I dun like the responses I'm getting.

I'm tired of listening to sympathetic ears, I want solutions. Solutions that makes me wanna try em out. Innovative solutions so I can learn from it too cos I've done all the usual solutions and they r no fun.

I'm just bored.

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posted by M.E. # 9:51 AM

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i've long given up.

cos we're made to conform..conform to stupid etiquette rules..

and no onw's as personal and close anymore..how many people really knows us..knows how we feel..knows our genuine laugh..when we're really down..

can you feel how contained and suffocated i feel here..

you can only get innovative solutions if you have a really close friend who's as crazy...but how do you find that crazy buddy to share everything with..when everone's not being honest about who they really are...

i lost my buddy. she moved.i'm conforming now..it sucks..dont follow my path. its a path of hypocrisy.i hope to get out..soon.

# posted by

Anonymous : August 09, 2007 6:19 PM

Hi fakegoods-ironically,

I wish I can tell u to go give ur friend a punch and said sorry and ask for reconciliation.

But I guess, everyone's living with their own inner turmoil.

This is one thing that really pisses me off; conforming.

When ppl ask or expects me to conform, or life puts me in a corner and forces me to conform, I feel like throwing the computer at my company out of the window and scream, "TAKE THAT, U BLOODY SUCKERS!!" and then to realise, it's all in my head.

Dun end up like me either..*sigh..we are both so screwed.

# posted by

M.E. : August 10, 2007 8:58 AM

thou shalt not conform when thou could blaze thy own path..

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