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Crappy Previous Nite Sleep
Yesterday was a moody day for me and the sis.
First of all, sis spoilt my mood by showing that long horsy face and for being too dependent. She wun even ask for taxi to go to pay for the hs insurance cos she's expecting for me to fetch her. Crap.
Secondly I was moody due to her mood cos I thought I was the one not communicating well, thus I called my friend for a nice chat on her trip to Texas, USA and just trying to catch up with our lives.
Then I chatted w the mum regarding some issues and how to communicate more w the sis.
Guess I'm not the only person having problem talking with her. So, crap.
And last nite she came back late at nite, didnt tok to me, still with that crappy face and slept.
And I too slept with the tv off, for the first time in many many many years.
And I dreamt of :
1. The condo burning down, cos the fire siren was on for a while, and I was illusioning that we were all walking down the stairs trying to escape the fire. And I woke up in between dreams 2-3 times trying to differentiate between dream and reality. It was one of those is-the-stove-off moment.
2. Trying to get to my car and driving off somewhere trying to escape from something. Woke up another time.
3. Woke up in the middle of the nite thinking "I must've been trying to fall asleep" twice, think twas 2am and 3am.
So basically I've woken up at least 5-6 times last nite, trying to sleep.
So, crap for shutting off the tv.
PS : Walao, blogspot is so cool, I was watching the "Save Now" button saving this as draft all by itself every minute, so intelligent. Gives me goosebumps.
First of all, sis spoilt my mood by showing that long horsy face and for being too dependent. She wun even ask for taxi to go to pay for the hs insurance cos she's expecting for me to fetch her. Crap.
Secondly I was moody due to her mood cos I thought I was the one not communicating well, thus I called my friend for a nice chat on her trip to Texas, USA and just trying to catch up with our lives.
Then I chatted w the mum regarding some issues and how to communicate more w the sis.
Guess I'm not the only person having problem talking with her. So, crap.
And last nite she came back late at nite, didnt tok to me, still with that crappy face and slept.
And I too slept with the tv off, for the first time in many many many years.
And I dreamt of :
1. The condo burning down, cos the fire siren was on for a while, and I was illusioning that we were all walking down the stairs trying to escape the fire. And I woke up in between dreams 2-3 times trying to differentiate between dream and reality. It was one of those is-the-stove-off moment.
2. Trying to get to my car and driving off somewhere trying to escape from something. Woke up another time.
3. Woke up in the middle of the nite thinking "I must've been trying to fall asleep" twice, think twas 2am and 3am.
So basically I've woken up at least 5-6 times last nite, trying to sleep.
So, crap for shutting off the tv.
PS : Walao, blogspot is so cool, I was watching the "Save Now" button saving this as draft all by itself every minute, so intelligent. Gives me goosebumps.
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posted by M.E. # 8:24 AM
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